I wasn't be good to say i can do things morethan the way it is.
I thought im alright co'z im doing things right.
I thought im clean co'z i make my sorroundings clean.
I really thought im healty because i ate healty food.

Yah im really devoted to my vocation,being what i am right now.
I always carry my name whenever i go.Im scared to commit mistakes,thats why i better hide than go out.People envy me being i am.They think im to kind for them.I feel oops to them too seriously...

Now i just find out something in me.I was so so so sad.I said God is joking me,but he knows how weak i am,why he pleyed me like this.I envy them because they play somuch, they hung everywhere, they do wrong things and yet they're happy of what they are now.

I dont want to say i'm hopeless because i have still somuch dreams.Maybe previously im so down, but now i will make sure to rise again and ready to make changes in my life.Im so glad to those people sorrounds me.They give mo hope and enlighten my way...