http://mokmok12.blog.co.uk/en-EUhttp://backend.userland.com/rss092http://mokmok12.blog.co.uk/http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/db/a3284a550f8712ac22221e36ee619d_160x200.jpg <p>I wasn't be good to say i can do things morethan the way it is.<br> I thought im alright co'z im doing things right.<br> I thought im clean co'z i make my sorroundings clean.<br> I really thought im healty because i ate healty food.</p> <p>Yah im really devoted to my vocation,being what i am right now.<br> I always carry my name whenever i go.Im scared to commit mistakes,thats why i better hide than go out.People envy me being i am.They think im to kind for them.I feel oops to them too seriously...</p> <p>Now i just find out something in me.I was so so so sad.I said God is joking me,but he knows how weak i am,why he pleyed me like this.I envy them because they play somuch, they hung everywhere, they do wrong things and yet they're happy of what they are now.</p> <p>I dont want to say i'm hopeless because i have still somuch dreams.Maybe previously im so down, but now i will make sure to rise again and ready to make changes in my life.Im so glad to those people sorrounds me.They give mo hope and enlighten my way...</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://mokmok12.blog.co.uk/2007/09/02/darkness_of_me~2909687/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://mokmok12.blog.co.uk/2007/09/02/darkness_of_me~2909687/Sun, 02 Sep 2007 10:04:06 +0200